I will always love you

I will always be here like a shadow that never leaves your side

I will always be there to walk beside you 

I will always want to share with you each moment 

I will always

I will use this blog to write to you, of you, of me

I will shed my tears upon this page

I will laugh with joy at the words that echo

I will always

I will miss your stories and the fragments you relate

I will miss hearing the ping of your messenger as you come online

I will remember the joy and intimacy shared

I will always

know this;

I love you and always will

I miss you and will forever

I dreamed that we would be together

I dreamed of you and still do

I will always need you in every way

I will always

you are still with me

I see you in everything I see

I hear you in each song that's played on the radio,

I look at the stars at night and hope you see them at that very moment too

I share my day with you, each moment despite not hearing from you

I carry you in my heart night and day

and you still inhabit my dreams and you are the last one I think of when I slip off to sleep

and the first I think of before I even open my eyes in the morning

you have my heart, my soul is yours 

and I yearn for you each and every moment of the day

always looking

He remembered her

He remembered her. In the beginning his mind was full of reminders of her. It was overflowing with thoughts and imagines. Events and split seconds of bliss. Everywhere he looked he would see her. It seemed like she was in the strangest and most obscure of places at times. Sometimes it made him smile. Sometimes he would rather forget. But she was constantly around. Popping into his head when he least expected it, telling him gently not to erase her. He was determined not to let that happen.

Then slowly the memories were not as clear. He started to forget certain moments. Mental images became fuzzy. He couldn't remember details about certain days. What she had worn. How her hair had looked. What they had talked about. It scared him. He fought against it. He didn’t want it to happen. He tried for her to forever live in his thoughts. He wanted new experiences to remind him of her. He needed her to stay around. But he couldn't prevent time from ticking away and taking her along with it.

Piece by piece she gradually vanished. One memory at a time. Touch by touch. Smile by smile. All began to leave. Until all he had left was her name, her face and a handful of blurry moments stuck in his memory. Those, too, would eventually slip away. There was nothing he could do about it but to let it happen. To watch her painfully disappear. The same way she had done once before.

never far away

you occupy my mind,

you are the voice in my head

I feel you at each turn 

I see you through every reflection

and although you are not here 

I don't want you out of my mind

because I will never leave you

I will never be far away

it takes just a word from you

and I will come

not a single glimpse

though I go to you often in my dreams,

less than a single glimpse is granted in the real world

make me new again

Just one word

Just one word can make a difference
Setting off heartache and turmoil
Setting into effect confusion and doubt
What was meant doesn’t matter
It’s how it was understood that does
How do we take it back and make it right?
How do you un ring a bell?
How do you mend the hurt?

Just one word can mean the world
Deepening love and futures promises
Hopes and dreams reinforced by just one word
The innocence so pure, the trust entrenched
Binding two hearts together with hope
How do we grow that trust?
How do we entrench our word?
How do we sustain our love?

Just one word can make the world
Just one work spoken with love
Even when misunderstood
The love you know I have for you
Should have steered you to know
That it was not meant the way it was seen
But all my actions of the past will tell you
That you are all I ever want, it has always been so
You are my everything means just that.
you are my everything 

“She lives the poetry she cannot write.”

"He writes the life he cannot live."

she believes

womanbelievedinlove:

You appear and 

my heart beats faster,

you look at me 

and I blush,

you smile at me 

and I melt,

you talk to me 

and I can 

hardly breathe,

you touch me and 

everything around me fades,

you kiss me and 

I feel I could fly,

you hold me and 

I know that I love you.